♥ Sunday, October 28, 2007
2day wad i can say is SIAN..!!at hm nth do..also dunno whether ltr can go out a nt..if cannot go out then i die le..bored 2 death..hahas..sian sian sian sianz.....nth do lor..going crazy le..I WAN BACK MY SIM CARD..!!I ALSO WAN GO OUT..!!juz dunno y my mum doe giv me back my sim card and doe let me goout..siao de..doe let me go out also must giv me back my sim card ma..how can lyk tat de..she knows if i doe hav sim card i will die de ma..she soo cruel and bad..i gotta hate her 4ever ar..doe care bout her!!unreasonable type de ppl!!if the sim card is my father confiscate he surely will return me de..my mum leh..???
also nv return me..i beg till wan faint le she onli let me take back 4 one day onli...ONE DAY AR!!!also nt enough lor..I WAN MSG..I WAN MSG..I WAN MSG..!!!going crazy without HP!!HP is everything 2 me..!!i long time nv msg le lor..when i am sad nobody can cheer me up..ltr sob..tis feeling is really terrible..i can do nth but CRY..but i will be strong..i won't cry tat easily..cause i know i must be strong..nobody will be there 4 me anymore..maybe my frens will be there 4 me ba..its soo lonely..i can't take it anymore..its really killing me..i really dunno wad 2 do nw..i suddenly felt veri lost..i really need help..but when i am sad..nobody knows...and everyday i go 2 sku i still must pretend 2 be happy..if nt ltr my frens will be worried..i doe wan anybody 2 be worried bout me..so i must pretend 2 be happy..i rmb the 1st time i went 4 counselling..then i told miss leong all my probs..then miss leong say my 1st impression 4 her is tat i am a cheerful gal without probs..i told her she was wrong..slowly she get 2 know my well and she really tried encouraging me and i was really feeling quite relax aft the counselling session..tats the onli time i felt so relax..its lyk all my probs were over..hahas..doe wish 2 say much bout tis le..
♥Loving God wholeheartedly and Loving People fervently.
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