♥ Sunday, August 24, 2008
Nothing seems to make me feel happy like last time .NOTHING .i don't know what's happening to me .my thinking had been changing .i bought a book last week and i read it ytd,th book is sad and it affects me,and my thinking .that type of feeling is coming back,and i hate it .i just wanna be free,i don't want to stay in th past .but nightmares are coming back .i guess that's what my life is going to be for th rest of my life .it's fated that i will forever be like this .unless their's someone out there to help me .i got a feeling i will do silly things again .
♥Loving God wholeheartedly and Loving People fervently.
2:21:00 PM