♥ Thursday, July 30, 2009
i hate myself for doing this .
i always try to make myself busy & unavailble .
& tell you i'm busy busy busy .
but deep down in my heart ,
i always wanted to meet up with you .
& i care v. much for you .
the reason why i'm doing this is 'cause i'm too afraid .
afraid one day you will leave me .
yes , i know .
that's v. unfair to you .
but i just can't stop it .
i hate that feeling .
i can't forget the things that had happened before .
i can't .
i'm sorry darling .
♥Loving God wholeheartedly and Loving People fervently.
9:18:00 PM