♥ Saturday, October 3, 2009
alright ,
today didn't went for service uhh .
like again ?!?
ok fine .
going for tmrw's service instead .
so yep .
met elaine & went toa payoh to get contact lens .
heh .
after that she went home while i went to look for von .
YES !
LIKE FINALLY .
I"M GOING OUT WITH HER !
;D
HAPPY LA .
SO LONG NEVER GO OUT WITH HER ALREADYYYY .
after that .
suddenly have the urge to go sp .
my mama called & wanted to go home together with me but no .
i said i going home later .
lols .
i'm such a bad gal .
so yep .
went sp .
talk talk talk .
went home around 10 plus .
OHMYGOD I'M GROWING FATTER .
I CAN'T SEEM TO STOP EATING .
GUESS I"M IN THE HAPPY MOOD .
THAT'S WHY NOR .
went home & i saw my mama sleeping already .
my god lo .
i saw her coughing badly .
i didn't know that she was sick .
i don't know how to care for her .
ever since i changed ,
i've become such a cold blooded gal .
i guess i'm hopeless .
what to do what to do ?????!
nb how come i become like this sia ?
okay tmrw going for morning service .
got to wake up earlyyy .
lalala .
i can't sleep .
no more nightmares .
please .
can your please stop it .stop quarraling la .can your please stop it can your please stop it !i need peace you know .if your wanna end it .just end ok .divorce la .don't kbkp la .since your want it this way .i can't stop your right ?you know that hurt me a lot ?ya i know your won't understand .& this made me can't concentrate on my studies you know ?i'm going crazy already la !i don't know what your want .i'm trying my best to pray ,pray that this family don't tear apart .even if i'm v. tired , i still pray .i don't know why it didn't works .but it worsen .i'm seriously tired .i'm losing faith in god .
♥Loving God wholeheartedly and Loving People fervently.
11:51:00 PM
