♥ Friday, December 11, 2009
"Faster , Faster ,Faster ~ !"hehe .oke , i broke my own record todayyyyyyy .i never ever late for work for three hours oke !the most i late was around half an hour -.-today i did it .i'm late for three hours !hahaha .i don't know how & why i did it laaaa .i think i had a sweet dream .until i off my alarm .& i woke up @ 10am .nice one .i work @ 9.30 , i 10 then wake up .walau !not a single soul called me laaaaaaaa .arrrggghhhh .lucky my manager not angry ! ;Di made her laugh instead .hoho .today work was fun laaaaaaaaaa .& today special case !'cause got one silly guy entertain me !haha he funny sia .in total he came & took my samples for countless times .haha but i understand la 'cause its damn hot can .i work until i almost heat stroke lo !wth !then he so enjoy , but he chit-chat with me laaaaa .until i almost kana scold .hahha my manager thought i know him lo .but i really don't even know him oke .& he said that i'm the best gal out there 'cause nobody even bothered to help him pick up those flyers that he dropped on the floor except me despite me busy giving out samples , & i even helped him by taking his flyers , & i gave him samples to eat when he wants it .i was like , oke ?then i give him the diao look again .he's like , reallyreally .then i blush lehhhhh .so paiseh can .but anyw , who's much more better then me chew wenqi ?nobody oke !not i bhb hor , just that im way too good , hehe .end work around 9 .not that bad actually , working with those guys & a new half thai gal .i thought it would be v. boring but no its not (((:my next wk scheldue is like siao .monday 11.30 to 3.30 only lehhhh .wed 9 to 8.30friday not working !sat kfc .walau im so free on tue thurs friday .i want to earn money one lehhhhh .howhowhow ????????????????dots , nevermind .tmrw gonna stay home i guess .i'm a good gal .don't feel like going out .& i think the prayer works .i must thanks renfang (:she's my best gal .my family situation is getting much better .see what i typed ?!?MY FAMILY SITUATION IS GETTING MUCH BETTER .my mum finally cooked dinner .its been so long since she did that & i have been "enjoying" my junk food for soooo long until now i hate to eat proper meals .
ppl get fat 'cause they eat too much , but for me its different 'cause i consume too much junk food ahahaha .but i was damn dissapointed 'cause when i reach home , my mum went out already .like wtf .i came home early today & she went out -.-& i stopped hating my dad .cool , like finally .anyw , he's my dad , no matter what he did , i must accept & understand why he done this & that .i don't wanna hate him anymore .'cause he loves me more then my mum loves me .he dote on me more .Lol !all the while he accepted all my nonsenses & shits i gave him .he knew why i showed him attitude , & i guess my mum told him about my behaviour & malay boyfriend & stuffs & a lot more .he's sooo dissappointed .but he didn't scold me for having a malay boyfriend , thats greattttttt , hehe .one last thing he said to me was , "qi , don't follow my footsteps . don't do what i had done & be back to your normal self . i don't wanna see you changed 'cause of me ." & blahblahblah .i was like , wanting to cry already .its too late dad .you should know me , once i changed , means changed .i'm those kind of stubborn ppl .since you know you done wrong but why still do it ?my heart breaks you know .please , wake up , save this family .different ppl have different ways of showing love care & concern .me & mum are the same .we don't show how much we love you .but we do things to show you , just that you didn't notice .heart changes , i know .but you can't .i don't allow that .'cause you're my dad .if you don't change , i think i'll go crazy sooner or later .but if you change , i promise , i will serious @ studies & relationship .'cause you always wanted me to score well but i always hack care .always hack care about relationship stuffs 'cause i always have this thinking , guys are guys , they're the same . always like to play around & change their gal . so i dare not fall in love too deeply .i seriously don't know when can i change this thinking .but i promise to work hard for my n level alright .i will & i must do it no matter what .i swear i will !rmb your daughter is not stupid or dumb .i'm like you ! clever ;Dgot to start clearing all my holiday homework BY NEXT WEEK OR TMRWWWWWW .& i wanna start reading on geog stuffs .'cause i know nothing about geog .like seriously .been slacking too much .my bby is the best .lol !i miss his voice alreadyyyyyyyyyyyyy ~ !"Faster , Faster , Faster ~ !"when can i call you ?!?hahaha oke diam .i hope i'm the one he love , the one he thought about all day , the one he will never forget .'cause i want to be his last gal .GET IT ?!?i love him more than he do oke .
muhammad arif , i love you no matter what ~ !
♥Loving God wholeheartedly and Loving People fervently.
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