♥ Sunday, December 13, 2009
O-M-G i got to say sorry to my beloved ic .hehehe .(eh , you should know i zhu lai de ma . ;D)ytd night on the phone with him , he told me he working today until 2 pm .he actually wanted me to go his workplace to find him , i said i'll TRY .but i slept v. late ma !so he called me around 11 plus today , i was like , walau which idiot call me in the morninggggggg ~ !!then his second phone call i kup >.<cannot tahan , my ringtone too louddddddd .he text me .i ignore ignore until 1 plus then i wake upppp .hahahhaah , so RAYNER NG , if you happen to pass by my blogggggggg , SEE THIS : I"M SORRY LAAAAAAAA ;DDDDD bu yao angry ;DDDDD you should know my pattern ma ! know me for a year alreadyyyyy (: .oke , my mum & auntie is going to malaysia next week .wtf , she didn't even jio me .she didn't even !she knows how badly i want to go back .tmd .i hate her .cb cb cb cb cb cb cb !i don't wanna work anymoreeeeeeee .so sianzzzzzzzz .oke , thats how i feel .i need a job that make me feel happy everyday , & not sian .i just can't help it !& my manager is not putting me work for the days i wanted .that makes me even pissed off .im trying to keep myself fresh whenever i go work .no fun ppl working thereeeeeeeeee .the boss there so sian one lehhhh .maybe working @ this type of jobs is not for me .nevermind , just "ren" .until next year ba .i rather be a school gal liaooooooooo .@ least school gal i can have fun , do whatever i want .haiish .suddenly im lost .i don't know what exactly i want .my words my actions always hurt ppl .how to stop this ?i'm sick & tirred .i didn't mean to .ytd i stayed home , all i do was watching tv , use com , eat , eat , EAT !i thought a lot ytd .i really wanna cry out , i need my gals badly nowwww ..now , i don't even feel like going out .i just wish to lock myself in the room everydayyyyyy .
♥Loving God wholeheartedly and Loving People fervently.
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