♥ Thursday, December 10, 2009
This Post Is Specially For My Beloved Boyfriend , Muhammad Arif Bin Osman .although we are only together for 13days , i know its not long .but my love for you never change nor fade .i swear you're a good boyfriend .you never failed to make me laugh when i'm feeling down .you still talk to me even though you're tired . you're always trying your best , while i'm not .but i'm sorry i can't be a good , loving , girlfriend , like what you had in mind .my words always hurt you , i know .i'm sorry .b . everyone is different ..you can't expect me to be like that , i can't change .'cause if i change , there's nothing special about me anymore .'cause if i change , that also means that i'm not the usual chew wenqi anymore .i don't wish to change 'cause of such matters .everything takes time ..not everything is like machine gun , you want it , you get it straight .you reap what you sow .just be patient .its like praying , you can't expect yourself to get what you want after praying for just only once & you want to get it immediately .it all takes time .you have to understand me .i had gone through a lot .all i need is you to be patient with me , i don't need you to spend a lot of time on me .i know you're busy with your work .& i'm trying to understand ,i'm not that unreasonable , you see .but it's just that sometimes i just need you to be with me , not any other guys .i only want to date you , only want to be with you .married with you is what i want .i know that sounds silly , but thats the truth what .patient , understanding & trust is the key .i'm sure nothing can tear us apart .rightrightright ????????smile bby ! i don't wanna see you sad .I'M SORRY !
♥Loving God wholeheartedly and Loving People fervently.
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