♥ Wednesday, January 13, 2010
i seriously have no idea what's wrong with me .didn't attend school today .expected .'cause i was v. tired the day before .then just now i received a text from elaine saying that tmrw there's a physics test on refraction .i hate that chapter .suddenly lack of motivation to study already .i doubt i will sleep early tonight .school tmrw , pe taking height & weight .i confirm gain weight lo .eat eat & eat .no hungry also eat .wth i'm hungry again la -.-what's wrong with me ?i think i eat too much of the suan mei lo . -.-face condition still not getting better ..haiish .don't know what to do now ..face like zombie now .i wanna sleep but i just can't ! ! !& i fucking cry again .i can't believe it .it not like as if we broke up ytd ..i just don't get why i can't get over him ..today's his birthday , i lay on the bed thinking for hours whether to wish him a happy birthday or not .still no answer from my brain .lol .i don't know why gals like me like to blog , talk craps , & get so emotional typing out my feelings here .& laugh @ myself later while viewing my blog .
♥Loving God wholeheartedly and Loving People fervently.
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