♥ Sunday, January 17, 2010
Whatever Thing That Had Happened To Me Seriously Changed Me A Lot .
I'm Not That Rebellious Anymore .
I Learnt To Be More Patient .
I Don't Go Out Just To Kill Time Anymore .
I Go Home Early . (Almost Everyday)
I've Stopped Working .
I Take My Work Seriously . (But As For F&N , Still CMI .)
I Stopped Talking On Phone . (Cause Mum Keeps On Nagging -.-)
But My Attitude Towards My Dad Never Change .
He Disappoint Me Again ):
Can I Cry ?
It's Like As If He Crash My Broken Heart Even More . . Into Smaller Pieces .
I've Changed A Lot , To The Extend That I've Become More Emo .
I Can't Seem To Smile Anymore ..
Unless I'm With My Friends ..
& I'm Feeling v. Lethargic Every Now & Then ..
My Mum Notice The Changes In Me Too , I Guess .
There's A Voice Inside Me , Telling Me Tons Of Craps , Making Me Go Crazy , Making Me Can't Concentrate In Anything .
Fuck That .
Instinct Tells Me That I'm Suffering From Depression ):
Trying To Overcome It But I Just Can't Seems To .
I'm Falling Sick Soon I Guess .
I'm Trying To Force Two Cups Of Water Into My Mouth Now .
Praying Hard That I Won't Fall Sick ..
♥Loving God wholeheartedly and Loving People fervently.
2:53:00 PM
