♥ Sunday, February 21, 2010

oke i'm backkkkk .
lol .
i'm so lazy to upload all peektures la right .
pigpigpig .
lol lol lol .
life have been great with baby around =)
i'm about to zzz .
lol i'm so tired la right .
baby came over to my place to fetch me & we went expo for service together with Joy .
woohoooo .
i swear i'm v.v. happy la =)
service was great .
lol , it's always great oke .
'cause it's GOD !
diao lol oke i'm crapping .
after that went payalebar sp makan K-F-C la right .
stuffed myself with food "-"
went homeeeeeeee .
totally moodless now .
thinking of how i screwed my english & science paper makes me wanna slap myself .
english - late for exam .
science - didn't get to study much .
i can't imagine the rest of the paper .
next week common test still goes on , & hell it's chinese oral , which i hate , a lot .
i'm going crazy soon i swear .
missing bby now ):
baby this is for you :
baby don't get me wrong when i'm being straight forward telling you this & that .
i told you 'cause i trust that you understand me & i want this r/s to go on smoothly unlike my past one .
don't be afraid , 'cause i'm here .
i won't leave , i know my past sucks .
i know i'm sucha bitch to ask for a break as & when my feeling tells me to even if that guy didn't do anything wrong to hurt me .
but once again , they hurted me first .
but as for arif , it's just 'cause i knew that r/s won't work out , that's why i asked for a break again 'cause i couldnt take the heartache .
sometimes ppl just don't understand the meaning of , "when you truely love someone , let them go ."
haiish but baby that's the past alright .
don't let the past affect us .
i'm changing baby , i'm .
trying hard to be the best of the best girlfriend .
but baby you must understand that i can't get myself to be commited to you now 'cause if i am , i will think of the past again , think of how stupid i can be , giving in but getting nothing back in return .
baby , all i need is time .
trust & believe me baby .
being with you is definitely a bless .
only God knows how happy i am .
baby hold on to me , don't let me go .
i'm afraid one day you will wait no more 'cause you're too sick & tired to do so .
like what i said , time can prove everything .
baby i can't wait for tmrw !
iloveyou !
♥Loving God wholeheartedly and Loving People fervently.
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