♥ Monday, March 15, 2010
you've deleted the only thing left for me to fill my emptiness ..
for that one moment , i was lost .
ahaa but anyw , life still goes on la right .
& i can't believe i actually said that to weixiang just now .
after all , i couldn't forget la right .
oke , diam .
sometimes i just wonder why ppl don't think through of what they did to others in their past , & sadly when it struck them back , they start to ask why & that's when the worse came , they started to have hatred towards that someone or they would just simply go to their so called "sad" world , like what the fuck , sometimes it just irritates ppl ya know .
sometimes things just happen for a reason .
& i believe whatever happen , God will mould the person to a better one .
& have they ever wonder why all these happen , i doubt so .
ppl always tend to put blame on the particular someone when things happen , but have they ever wonder , how bad or how evil they treat their other half the last time .
maybe it's so called their retribution ?
they will never know , & of course we will never know la right .
but sadly , ppl like me tend to disappoint ppl , i don't know why either .
but ya know , sometimes things comes in between for me to settle/handle .
& i've missed something big today .
so yeah , i'm utterly sorry .
& this is to my dearest , renfang .
pretty hope that she understands .
& i don't deny the fact that i've somehow went haywire , my emotions taking over me & whatever hell shits oke .
i know she know , right .
she's clever , for sure she do know what i'm thinking .
oke , lastly , nothing/nobody's gonna stop me from being a even better person/student oke .
try me , if you dare , i'll make sure you won't lead a good life either .
& i'm pretty sure that someone will fucking get it from me in their dreams *winks* .
& most importantly , ignorant minds don't surpass me .
get that ?
i admit last time i get affect by ppl around me easily , be it their emotions or the way they do things , & it affects my studies directly ya , ahaaa but not now anymore .
what i know is , the more i give in , the more ppl tend to take advantage .
so watch my move , bitches .eh no i shouldn't say bitches , but ladies =) .watch me , if you think you can make me feel that way , think again .tsktsktsk .sometimes i just can't take it when ppl always tend to push their luck too far & be naive to think that it will get them anywhere . Labels: but that's what i've been thinking for the past few days eh =), can you believe it ? for the first time i'm being so cool =), not feeling pissed at all
♥Loving God wholeheartedly and Loving People fervently.
6:10:00 PM
