♥ Monday, April 5, 2010
often said that it takes around 6 months to get over someone . kinda true ? it have been 4 months for me .. but i'm around there .. no worries .. about to let go everything & move on .. it's surprising , to think that she's the one who seriously made me realised , that everything won't go back to the past , no matter how hard i try .. made me realised how stupid i am , to think that he will still come back to me . made me realised that , giving up studies or any other important stuffs in my life just for him isn't worth it @ all .. & that he gotten himself a new gal , while me ? but it's oke i have my gals =) . more than enough yahhr . i don't hate him , but hate myself . can you imagine someone that you had once hurted , will come to you & is the one telling me to let go when it's time , telling you what's right & wrong , pulling you back to the right path , if not for her , i guess i will go insane & maybe not here anymore . i'm so glad to know her , she's wonderful , really . it's like , God sent her to me & i believe that God really sent her to me to make me realise that everything isn't too late . i can still mug hard for my studies now , i still have the time , i'm pretty lucky , just wish that i will pass this year & hopefully , decide where to go . @ least i have gotten myself a n level cert , better than nothing . i'm not into books , so i won't score well for sure , i just wanna pursue what i want in life , yahhr ppl might say you got to have an o level cert , but to me i don't think so . i have brains , it's not that i don't . like duh . n levels faster comeeeee . i really wanna get over this year & that's it . i want to go ahead , further to meet more ppl , 'cause i'm boredddddddd . & i wanna get a jobbbbbb , hehe not f&b company oke . never ~ it's soo tiring cum less pay . & to those ppl out there , getting over someone surely isn't easy , but don't ever let that someone affect you from moving on in life . definitely not worth it . ohhhhhhh i felt that i become more mature after all those shits ! wowwwwww , oke till here darlings =)Muhammad Arif Bin Osman , aku sayang & rindu kauuuu . & that's for the last timeeeee nah , really .hopefully we will meet again ahaaaa =) .Labels: i feel so relaccccc .
♥Loving God wholeheartedly and Loving People fervently.
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