♥ Friday, April 16, 2010
you've always been my pillar of strength ..but it had been months since you're gone ..i'm still struggling , adapting to life without you ..but fear not , i won't be asking for you to be back .i have my dignity .& it's pretty obvious for now that i won't let you affect my life , be it studies or personal issues .i'm v. awake now , after what my mum told me earlier .but it's pretty sad that my mum still didn't know that we're off , for like , so long .i don't know how to put it in words to her .it's pretty hard for me i guess , & anyw i won't want any scolding from her/her to be worried about me .i'm big enough to handle my own stuffs .mum's leaving malaysia tmrw .. my auntie too ..which means i got to do all houseworok by my own again ..which i don't like it , i mean never like it .bored bored , my life's kinda boring .topshop topshop here i comeeeee ~hopefully when i go for the walk-in interview i manage to get that job .my dream job uh hehe i must get that if not i will be crying ): alamak oke bye =)
♥Loving God wholeheartedly and Loving People fervently.
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